Challenges

Its been a little while since I posted here last. Im still not working yet. Though I am working on putting together a computer and internet business.

Right now, Im the chief cook and bottle washer at home. I take care of my daughter that is in Kidergarten. But Kindergarten at public school is only from 12:45 to 3:45. So I take care of her the rest of the time. I also have another kid that came along. His mom needed someone to take care of his as well. So I said I would.

Not sure what I was thiniking when I said that. Im not that much of a kid person anymore. Cept for my own of course. I find that I dont have the patience to handle them both. I even get short with my own at times. But its a little income right now and something to do.

Im looking forward to Boise Bible College in the fall. Though this is still very scary to me. The thought of being in a classroom setting every day, all day, with so many strangers is scary to me. Im hoping that the fact that most, if not all of them, will be much younger than me will help. Since I am older, this will give me a feeliing of superiority. Of course, I am no where near superiour. But since Im an avoidant, I need some sort of advantage.



This is my log of my day to day issues with living to Avoidant Personality Disorder. My hope is that in writing this, it will help myself and perhaps others that are also srtuggling with this disorder or another like it. http://www.AvoidantPersonality.com